And then yeah. Yeah. It still irks me, but that's okay. I can be okay with irking. I can be okay with even being severely miffed. But the issue that I'm running into, you know, the issue that I was running into was that I was reacting to life. I wasn't responding. I wasn't applying thought, and I wasn't being intentional, which is something that I'm able to do now because, yeah, I've looked at it. I've examined it. Took me a little while. Took 2 weeks of me examining, looking, and contemplating what was going on and decide how do I wanna show up.

And depending on how you interact with that fall depends on how well your relationship is going to be afterwards. You can lose if you react to a person falling and not respond to a person falling, you're going to react in ways that are way out of integrity. Kinda like I was when I first was asked to to drop the show out of the, out of the the playlist. It's like, dang, man. I don't wanna do that, but it's what's happened.