And I'm willing to just accept that and just move on, You know? And I like that Nostra exists. You know? So so many people on Nostra wanna they always wanna talk about how shit all the other social medias are, and I'm just tired of that. Like, I don't wanna engage with that. I don't wanna, like I put out a few posts, like, oh, x sucks or whatever like that. You know? Like, I I just get tired of that stuff, dude.

I'm failing at that personally. Personally, I you know, the system I'm in what system am I in? I'm in a system of corporate kitchen. Am I doing anything to improve that system? No. Because I don't see a path forward in that system. I'm just gonna let that system crumble, and I'm doing my best to detach myself from that system. I don't wanna be attached. I don't wanna hold any anger towards work. You know, that's even more negative.

There's I've been a part of this really interesting situation where the men around me are now, I'm not sure if, like, this is just my perception as if I'm just, like, I'm just noticing it more, or maybe the men around me are actually doing it themselves, and they feel comfortable around me. But the men around me have been a bit more honest. They've been talking about their life experiences. They've been seeking to live a better life. They've been expressing how they're more aware of what's going on in their life.