Most ministry leaders expect to decide when they step away. Dennis Atwood never had that opportunity.After serving churches for nearly three decades, Dennis was diagnosed with early-onset Parkinson's disease. He quietly carried the diagnosis for years before the progression of the disease forced him to step away from the pastorate he loved. In this deeply honest conversation, Dennis reflects on grief, identity, suffering, and why choosing gratitude isn't about denying pain but discovering God's faithfulness in the middle of it.Key TakeawaysUnexpected health challenges can reshape both ministry and identity.Grief is a natural part of leaving a calling you deeply love.Gratitude isn't the absence of suffering but a response to God's faithfulness within it.Ministry leaders need purpose beyond the title they hold.God often brings deep spiritual formation through seasons we would never choose.Chapter Markers00:00 Dennis' pastoral journey and ministry background01:45 An early Parkinson's diagnosis changes everything03:30 Why Dennis kept his diagnosis private for years07:45 Telling the church and preparing for transition11:00 Missing ministry more than expected13:15 Becoming a caregiver and navigating family transition14:30 Holy discontent and living with purpose16:20 Choosing gratitude through suffering20:00 The dark night of the soul and spiritual formation25:30 Encouragement for leaders whose ministry ended unexpectedlyIf you're facing a ministry transition or unexpected life change, start a conversation with a specialist at Ministry Transitions. Learn more about Dennis and his book Choosing Gratitude at Market Square Books.